At my previous school, we started talking about grading a long time ago--several years in fact. So I guess I have been pondering the idea and necessity of grades for a bit. To be honest, I was still undecided throughout that debate. I held a solid anti-process grades position, but past that, I honestly didn't know how I felt about it. Grades have seemed kind subjective to me as a teacher, though as a student I was obsessed with them. I mean when I say obsessed I mean I cried when I got my first (of three) Bs in school. Ridiculous, right? But that number was so important to me. And in retrospect, all I can think of is "why?" At the time it felt that it was my measure of success.
Funny thing is, my success in high school did not transfer over in the same way to college. Only three Bs in college would have been astonishing. The set up was different, the rigor was substantial (as it should be), and it was just plain hard. And I wasn't prepared, not really, even with all my prior success.
Over the summer I read Shift This by Joy Kirr, which I've mentioned several times before. One of the most memorable chapters in the book was on grading, because it helped me solidify my stance. Basically, with Joy's help, I realized that numeric grades are completely arbitrary. What do they even mean? For some they signify several processes completed successfully mixed with a couple assessments here or there. For others they may be a quotient of correct responses to available questions that may be related strongly or weakly to curriculum standards.
The point is, the numbers provided aren't standardized in any way, so how can we use that to compare two students in two schools who have received the same grade?
We can't. We have been and are continuing to use this model, but when we think about it, though it "works," it really doesn't. Not for everyone. And our flawed assumption that successful people will just fall in line with our grading arrangement has kept some incredibly bright and gifted people from reaching potentials beyond what we can imagine. I wonder how many people got Cs and thought they were just ordinary, and so when some inspiration struck them, they just dismissed it because, what could they do about it?
I understand that it's an incredibly hard idea to just stop using numeric grades. Not only would it involve a ton of new changes that would take planning, preparation and adjustment, but it also has us go against everything we've ever thought about grading in schools. It's not an easy discussion or decision. Even those who agree with me on numeric grades disagree with me on how we would implement something more meaningful. But just because it is hard doesn't mean it's not worth an attempt, or at least a conversation.
When talking to others about this, I've gotten a lot of different protests. One that comes up repeatedly is what happens to those high school students who use grades to determine class rank, grade point average, and scholarship potential if we do away with numeric grades? Without those numbers, how can students prove their success or potential worth to universities? It's another genuinely good question, and it makes me think again back to my experience as a successful high school senior. What did those numbers provide me? It helped me get into UNC Chapel Hill, which is awesome. It did not help me get a vast amount of financial aid, even though I applied for many merit-based scholarships. It made me feel good because I could do well and get those high numbers. But looking back on it I feel like in spite of those benefits from numeric grades, I could have shown my worth to my teachers and universities in other ways that didn't require that type of system. And I also feel like if that system had changed, others may have been able to show their potential too.
To me it boils down to this... numeric grades are not as helpful and necessary as we (myself included) have always felt they are. What's better? Not sure yet, but I do know that we don't need to be afraid of the possibility of something that could be better.
"And our flawed assumption that successful people will just fall in line with our grading arrangement has kept some incredibly bright and gifted people from reaching potentials beyond what we can imagine." I love this statement! Great post, Mrs. Hargrove!
ReplyDeleteEmily, you know I understand you. I have the same questions as you, and I’ve been trying it for a couple of years! Keep asking questions to keep the conversation going so more people- teachers and parents- keep the conversation going, too! It’s a tough road, but I believe it’s best for children. Thank you for sharing!
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